Conflicts in my Life

Since my childhood, I always felt that I am out of place. My ideas, beliefs, and way of thinking were not much similar to the ideas of the people I was living with. I Always felt that I am a combination of more that one culture. This reflected possitively on my life as well as negatively. I never accepted what is common and I always kept trying to know what is the right thing for me from different angles. In addition to that, this has encouraged me to read more and more in order to criticize and express my opinion about things that are going around. In my culture, this is not very common. At any age just to say what comes to the person’s mind and try to defend his point of view. I was supposed to agree with what is common especially when it comes to the values because such values are facts and people must deal with. I always felt that the similarity of thinking like others is the safest way to escape, and this was completely against my nature and my determination to dig and think and make up my mind accordingly.